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Everything I Want To Say To The One Who Destroyed Me
What I thought was ‘meant to be’ just turned into another broken heart. I wish that I had been strong enough to walk away at the first sign of trouble but as a natural born fighter, I fight for people and for love. I feel compelled for people to know how important they are to me. I won’t stop until people feel all of the love I have to give them. Maybe that was and is my biggest issue.
I hate the fact that right now I hate you more than anyone else. While there were many cracks in my heart before I got to you; you managed to shatter the remaining pieces. A part of me wonders if somewhere deep down, you hated me. Maybe I was too much for you to handle. So, instead of walking away, you led me down a path I’m not sure I’m ever going to come back from.
I gave you my heart and you had a choice to heal it or break it. You chose the latter. I had done all of the hard work to put those beautiful, little broken pieces neatly back together, you knocked them out of my hand and let all that progress fall to the ground. I will never understand what happened because I don’t even think you know.
When you’re constantly looking for the next best thing, the thing in front of you is never going to be good enough. So, when you told me you were leaving for someone newer, shinier, you made it sound like I should be happy for…
