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What If I Told You I Love You

Alexandria Brown
3 min readMar 13, 2019

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What if I told you everything I’ve been hiding so deep inside? If I just looked you in the eyes and told you every single insecurity that plagues me daily. Or how about that I just don’t feel good enough for you. Because I don’t. I don’t feel like I’ve been the person worthy of loving you. But I’m so lucky that I get to.

What if I told you every single thing I’ve done wrong in my life? If I sat you down and outlined every mistake I’ve ever made. Would you leave? Would you love me more? Would you laugh it off? Because me telling you everything would make you the most important person to me. Are you ready for that?

What if I told you I’ve never loved someone as much as you? Would it freak you out? Would it make you look for the door? Because I’ve never loved someone this much. I’ve never had this much to lose. I’ve never thought about loving someone as deeply and intensely as I love you. I just never thought this love would ever come to someone like me. And now that you’re here I don’t want you to go anywhere.

What if I told you that all the stupid things I’ve done that I’ve blamed on other people? Would you think less of me? Would you question my character? Would it make you rethink everything that you’ve felt about me this far? Or would you take my hand and tell me that it’s OK. That we’re OK. That this right now feels better than anything…

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Alexandria Brown
Alexandria Brown

Written by Alexandria Brown

You can find Alex writing about heartbreak, depression or love. Work with me www.alexandriabrown.ca.

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